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Friday, April 13, 2007

hadlok na lingaw na kapoy... dili nako masabtan ang feeling..

ate ko ang nagturo sakin kahapon 3pm gamit ang aming car. at first siyempre siya muna, pinakita muna niya kung paano mag-apak sa clutch, break at acc.. tpos yung iba din.. kambiyada.. etc.. tapos sabi niya "oh, ikaw na.." Waaaahhh!!!!! heart ko: dug-dug... dug-dug...

siyempre kabahan ka man talaga niyan... sa nagstart na ako... very slowly.. feeling ko 1 kph lang ang takbo ko.. okay man siya pagstart. until nakarating kami sa aking first hump.. waaahhh!!!! nastuck talaga ako dun!!!! the worst thing is, meron pa talaga gustong magdaan.. eh, may kotse man din na nakaharang sa other side.. so in other words, nahirapan yung dadaan na kotse.. may mga tao pa talaga na nagtingin!!! waaah!!!! anyway, it's all understandable.. practice man yun.. wahehe..

two times ata ako nakastop nang nakaharang sa daan.. kulba jud yun bah.. pero yung 2nd time, pinalitan na ako ng ate ko.. tapos nagstop na kami.. waaaahhh!!! sabi ko talaga, "ayoko na!!!" gikapoy na ako.. lingaw man siya.. pero kapoy lagi.. siguro nga pila pa ni ka months before ko makuha.. makaya kaya?? with my summer class and stuff? ambut... ah basta.

anyway, may SP na ako!!! isa rin ito sa mahirap kunin dahil kami ay mababait na citizens na talagang sumunod sa mga balaud sa nasud.. kung law-abiding ka kasi, katulad namin, pipila ka ng kalahating kilometro sa first step, isa sa 2nd step, kalahati ulit sa 3rd step at limang kilometro sa 4the at fifth step.. ganun.. titiisin mo ang init ng araw.. ang nakatayo ka lang dahil walang gentleman na magbibigay sayo ng upuan kahit na 3 years ka nang nakatayo... PERO, kung ika'y TAMAD, at gusto nang madalian na SP, eto ang kailangan mo: FIXER.. bwahaha... siya na bahala.. with all his/her connections and stuff.. siya na bahala.. all you have to do is wait.. in your house.. hindi mo na kailangan pang dumaan sa stations of the cross..

ayun.. meron na nga akong SP.. and as usual.. pangit ang aking picture dun.. I HATE IT!!!

sige lang... ayon nga kay Manny Villar, sa sipag at tiyaga, aahon ka!! kay Manny Villar na!! wahehe...

un lang..

vroomm!!!
Saturday, April 07, 2007

i guess i'm going nearer and nearer to being invisible... wait, a more depressing term... forgotten. i guess i'm a very evil person... a person who is forget-the-past-focus-on-the-present-and-look-to-the-future kind of person.

Depression is a powerful weapon in art. well, it's true. i have experienced it myself.

you may say now that, naunsa naman ni si kathleen uy.. nagdrama-drama na sad.. oo nga, nagdadrama ako..baket? wala ba akong right???

therefore i conclude, i am a very big liar, i am disloyal, i am a very suplada person... and i don't deserve the treatment my friends are giving me.. i don't deserve any of them.. i don't deserve the kind patience my family has been giving me.. i don't deserve to be called a Catholic.. i don't even deserve to be with anybody..

all i can think of is that i deserve to be alone.. i should be alone.. everyone hates me.. they're just not saying it out loud..

i know what you're thinking right now.. if you're my friend, you would say "hindi man kat... we don't hate you" if you're a person who's thinking about talking to me and PRETENDING to make me feel better, you're probably saying "kat, it's okay.. i know how you feel.. i was depressed once, too.." for you, i would say "shut up.. you don't know how i feel.. you're not me.."

no one knows how i feel.. only God saw me cry that night.. only God knows how i feel.. only God was there to hug me..

well, what can i say.. i guess i hate myself..



i'm all alone at home.. why?? kasi nawawala ang lolo ko!! ewan... kanina pa xa umalis ng bahay pero hanggang ngayon hindi parin umuuwi... huhuhu... kaya naman umalis ang mom ko at ate ko at kapatid ko para hanapin siya.. naunsa naman ni oy...

hahay... back to work.. Ü
Tuesday, April 03, 2007

SHERYL CALISO


sheryl!!!!

kani ang akong friend na hawd musayaw!! (char.. mura man ni'g testi uy...) basta!!

ang ilang boarding house ay ang dakilang meeting place ng grupo namin.. yun din ang aming "hideout". nyehehe... hindi uy.. advantage lang kasi malapit sa school.. basta.

when you see this person smile, you would become a monster if you won't smile too. Alangan.. sa pagkacute sa smile ani... sharo dili pud ka maka-smile.. haha..

ah basta.. kani pud siya, richness man ni.. rich sa financial (la lang naga saba saba. hehe. joke..), rich sa lovelife, rich sa friends, ug rich sa love sa iyang family..

la koy nakita na problema kay sheryl.. kung mangita ka'g friend, dapat jud parehas sa iyaha.. unta tanan friend murag siya noh... buotan.. ug kanang makisama..

quiet kaayo ni siya sa room, pero kung friends jud mo, saba na.. hehe.. Ü kami man nag-uban2 atong first sem.. pareho pajud mi quiet.. pareho pud mi na pagkadugayan nahimo nang sabaan.. hehe.. tama man 'di ba? 'di ba?

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL my friend.. unta lipay kaayo imong day karon.. Ü God bless sa imong life.. sa school, sa balay, ug sa love (uuuyyy... canadian..Ü). don't worry na sa school kay magtinabangay ta ana.. promise.. Ü

love you she!!! mwah!! God bless!! Ü

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