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naunsa naman pud oie

2009-08-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

responsibilidad pa ba diay na nako ang mag-ask for information na kailangan nimo?? ha?? problemahun pa nako na??

daghan na kaayo ko ginaproblema sa balay, sa akong studies, sa duty, sa akong life.. unya ikaw gusto ka, pati responsibilidad nimo, ako pa imong pahimuon??!! naunsa naman na?? hayahay na kaayo ka???? basig gusto nimo ako pa mag toothbrush sa imohang ngipon para sa imoha?? kay nusnuson jud nako ug maayo ang imohang gums para mudugo hantud sa capillaries nalang ang mabilin!!

arrrghh!!

gamay lang kaayo na butang himuong big deal!! naonsa ba ka oy!! basta bahala ka dira!! as much as i want to CHANGE your perception, it will NEVER change because of your stupid PRIDE na dili jud munaog maski isa sa sentimetro.. ambot nimo oi..

basta dili na nako ka problemahun.. responsibilidad na na nimo.. dili bitaw ako imong mama..

bliss

2009-06-10T07:51:00.001-07:00

i received a text message from a friend a long time ago already. the message said "do not live for the expectations of other people. Live for yourself, for your dreams."

it's just something I realized as I was browsing through my Inbox and I was searching for old and useless messages to be deleted. I realized that I am now changed.. I am now a different person.

for 3 years I have been blinded by my fear of being left alone and with no one to go with. Many people will find it pathetic to eat alone or to stroll all alone in the Mall or in school. I did not see it that way before I entered College. All the time I was a kid I could handle being alone. I could eat along in the canteen. I could window shop in the mall all by myself. It was when I entered a very different world that I saw how different others' perspectives are. "culture shock" as others would put it.

I was really scared of going into College. It was because I wasn't used to having many people around me or being in a new school with many students in it. In my four years in high school, we were just a small community, who were together for four years. we knew each other for that long. i wasn't ready for this kind of change. Maybe my shock turned into something else. it turned into fear.

for 3 years I was afraid of being left behind by my friends or classmates. For 2 years I had the fear of being "shuffled" away to another section or group. and because of these fears I searched for ways to cope and to stay. I did what any other normal paranoid person in my situation would do. I lived for their expectations. I lived THEIR lives, not MINE. Yes, I was happy in school because I knew I was a part of them and I knew who I was, but whenever I went home and thought to myself, I begin to feel that I am not controlling my own life. It seemed like someone has attached strings to me so they can control me. Even my emotions were controlled. I cried uncontrollably. I frequently brushed away the thought of suicide. I became stressed. I did not enjoy my life anymore.

That was when one event shook me and a number of voices told me about what they thought about what was happening to me. I was slapped then by the realization, "yeah, where are YOU?" right after that event I resorted to reflecting.

after that break, I was determined to be a changed person. and indeed, I was. although at first, I failed a few times, I kept on thinking "live YOUR OWN life". Until I reached this point. those voices who shook me months ago also noticed the change in me, and they told me these.

Right now, I am enjoying MY OWN life. No one is telling me not to do this and do that. Of course I choose the actions and activities that I make. I was raised well by my parents. I am not affected by anything any one says. as a quote says "what others say about you is none of your business." I now smile often. I know who I am. I can define who I am. I have a plan for my future, and it's not affected by any other's opinion. I know what to do when I am all alone. I know how to meet people. I now smile often. I look at the brighter side of things more often. I appreciate more things around me. and most importantly, I treasure my friends and family more.

even though my friends and family have somehow made me into the nutcrack that I was 3 years ago, somehow, they were the ones who changed me into someone stronger and more independent.

these are just a few things that I have realized over the past few days and I hope that other people will be inspired by them:

1. it is hard to forgive someone who has wronged you, but it is easier to forgive the one who wronged you when you too, have done something wrong to that person.

2. your plans in life should come from the heart.

3. almost everything in my life happened the other way I expected them to happen. For example, when I am expecting one event in my life to be a failure, it usually turns out to be a success. Therefore, I think it's always better not to expect grandly of everything, so that you won't be disappointed.

4. in everything that you do according to your plan for YOUR OWN life, sacrifices must be given, such as time and relationships. I have found it best to offer these sacrifices to God so that He will take care of them for you and you won't have anything to worry about because you know that whatever God does, it's always for your best.

5. how to bounce. when a great force attacks you from the front, stretch out your hands and bounce away from the situation. I did it countless times already, and the bouncing injured me. I thought it best to just laugh at the force. because (go to number 6)

6. Laughter really is cheap medicine. It can cure all kinds of hurt or pain.Laugh often and smile often.

7. Revenge is something an insecure person would do. and because that person cannot use force, that person will most probably use words and play the game of Pride and Prejudice. here's a tip: DON'T JOIN THEM. They would probably lose, anyway.

8. Being with people who can accept you and compliment you about your OUTSIDE and INSIDE is the happiest. and (go to number 9)

9. Experiencing happiness always adds life and memories to your years.

10. Lastly, offer to God everything. Every triumph, every hurt, everything that made you smile, everything. Your worries, your doubts, your fears. No one else can handle all of them but Him. Remember, when no one else is left, He would still be there.

chos.. all I can see now is my future.. with constant positive thinking and hard work, I know that I would be able to reach my dream. Ü

2009-06-10T04:21:00.000-07:00

mura man kag si Jesus Christ..

2009-04-29T04:16:00.000-07:00

there are many books about humans.. all about what they are.. their body, mind, emotions, behavior, and etc..

all these authors strived hard to make us understand people..

yet, they were not successful..

indeed, no one can fully understand how the mind works..

labi na ang sa aq..

hahaha.. Ü

putlig tiil

2009-04-11T17:14:00.000-07:00

things that I truly despise in the world:

1. disrespect
2. prejudice
3. envy
4. selfishness

and in number 2 comes prejudicE!! leche na!!

kaila mog taO na grabe kaau makajudge ug tao? wala pa gani niya nailhan ginajudge na dayun niya? grabe kaayo.. to the point na tanan friends nimo kay ginadescribe na niya like she has all the rights in the world!! let me give the concrete situation:

LEVEL 1 judgmental

watch mi ug ASAP, nagasayaw na ang IT girls, wherein part sila Bea Alonzo, Maja, Shaina, Iya, Anne, etc.. si Shaina una nisayaw with lipsynch..

ang wakwak: gwapaha jud ni Shaina, noh?

then si Maja na nisayaw

wakwak: hawd jud musayaw si Maja ba.. dili pareha ni Shaina na mura mag naglisud..

then si Anne na

wakwak: ay saba dira Anne uy! OA!

then si Bea

wakwak: yucks! Bea uy! hawa dira uy! kaluod! yuck uy kababoy ni Bea ay!

then si Iya na

wakwak: maypa na si Iya.. gwapa.. ganahan kaau ko sa iyahang legs ba.. maganda tingnan.. dili pareha ni Bea ba.. baboy..

oh.. level 1 pa lang yan.. imaginine niyo nalang na yan ang naririnig nyo na side comments habang nanonood kayo ng paborito niyong show na ASAP.. diba annoying? leche, pwede hilom lang ka? dili na lagi na sila perfect tanan! mura mag perfect kaau ka na grabe kaau ka maka lait sa ilaha..

LEVEL 10 JUDGMENTAL

i was looking at the profile sa isang kasama ko sa DG na 4th year.. then familiar siguro sa kanya ang face, nagtanong siya..

wakwak: sino yan kit?

ako: si *toooooot*

wakwak: sino gani yan siya?

ako: kasama ko yan sa DG..(and I was laughing because of the comment na binigay ni DG person sa akin)

wakwak: ay yan siya.. di man ko ganahan ana sa iyaha..

ako: bakit man?

wakwak: basta iba man yan sila.. pinakilala yan siya sa akin ni *toooot* dati tapos ngayon parang wala lang..

ako: ...

wakwak: di ko sila feel

ako: ganyan ka man jud.. ayaw mo man sa lahat..

wakwak: hindi uy.. hindi ko lang talaga sila feel..

ako: (in thought) hindi mo lang alam, ayaw lang nila sa mukha mo kaya ayaw rin nilang mamansin sayo.. linte ka.. ayaw na anaa akong mga ate ha.. mas buotan pa sila nimo..

LEVEL 15 JUDGMENTAL

mao na jud ni ang pinakgrabe na jud.. musupak na jud ko ani kung mausab pa ni..

talking in the sala.. wala lang gud.. chika2 lang.. then the topic of my friends came up.. i can't recall the exact conversation na basta ito yung mga judgmental comments na kanyang mga binitawan:

di jud ko ganahan na naa sila diri sa balay.. samukan ko..

mga plastik man cla uy..

sus yang mga ganyan lagi friends with benefits lagi yan..wag mo na sila tulungan.. ikaw lang din ang kawawa after..

mao ra man ni akong maremember uy..

at hindi lang ito nangyayari sa loob ng bahay.. everytime na naa mi sa gawas unya naa siyay makit-an na mali, mucomment dayun na xa.. dili man BAD magcomment ba.. dili jud ko against ana.. basta okay lang pud ang comment uy.. kanang observation lang gani.. dili kanang ginajudge na ang tibuok person dayun na wla pa gani niya nailhan ang tao.. ginabase na dayun niya sa iyahang own na opinions unya idescribe2 na niya ang tao na murag tanan rights naa sa iyaha..

and for sure!! kung ingnan nako siya na ing ani siya she would get defensive and all!! idefend jud na niya iyahang self! dili na siya magpalupig.. unya kung feeling niya na mali jud siya maglagot na siya unya manakit.. mao na na iyang defense mech.. kapila naman niya nahila akong buhok sa kalagot? kapila na ko niya nahapak? kapila na ko niya nasagpa? nasipa? buwisit.. gikapoy na ko.. di na ko niya mahilabtan ever.. bahala maghilak2 ko sa kalagot.. basta i will stand up for myself na..

dili unta ni niya mabasa uy.. NOT!!! MABASA UNTA NI NIYA PARA MAKABALO SIYA KUNG UNSA SIYA KA WAKWAK!!

basta.. makalagot.. ijudge pa niya kaisa ang akong mga friends ug ang akong mga kaila kay diba.. ijudge pud nako siya.. hahaha.. forgive me Lord.. easter sunday pa naman..

LITSUGAS

2007-07-05T04:06:00.000-07:00

litsugas.. in english, lettuce. Lami. lalo na kung i-dip sa Caesar's Salad Dressing na may halong Jufran na sweet and spicy na sauce OR, kung hampaslupa ka at cheap (joke), ketchup and mayonnaise lang. Sachet pajud. Lami pud siya with pipino. Lami nang mga litsugas na gikan sa Eden, kanang mapalit gani sa NCCC Mall. Kanang yellowgreen pajud kaayo unya naka-plant pa sa sarili niya na "pot". As in kanang nakabaon pjud ang iyang roots sa yuta, gibutang lang sa plastic na cup. Mao na fresh pa kaayo siya.

Pero dili ko mag-lecture about sa biological functions sa litsugas. ani man gud ni siya. daghan kaayog litsugas sa akoa karon.. litsugas didto.. litsugas diri.. ambut.. litsugas na tanan..

litsugas naman gud ang akong expression karon (at least dili siya bad, not like f***, s***, p***, b*****, etc..). i-enumerate nalang nako kung unsa ang mga litsugas. Lalo na na second year na.. sus! nalang.. anyway, mao na ni:

1. PHC-RLE RD. litsugas. kung naay sistema in acquiring knowledge that i really despise, that is mag-memorize!! litsugas ni.. ipamemorize pajud ka kanang ideal na gani kaayo.. kanang kinahanglan jud with the rationale. if i were the dean of college, i would make the rationales part of the knowledge quizzes and i would exclude them completely from the RD. Ngano man diay, kung sa hospital na, magyawyaw pa diay ka ana?? ha?? diba dili naman? mas paspas cguro mahuman kung wala nay rationale2.. kanang step nalang ang iingon. litsugas jud!

2. STAT. litsugas pud kaayo ni. litsugas kaayo ang teacher. Haller?? Sir?? Gusto ka ani, ani, ug ani.. Gusto ka dapat ana, ana, ug ana.. Unsa nalang mi Sir?? unya hinaaayy pajud kaayo ang tingog, litsugas. unya, ingon ka ang mga malate sa imong klase kay pakantahon, asa naman?? ni isa wala pang nakakakanta sa iyong klase.. mag-isip ka nga, sir..

3. LOGIC. litsugas kaayo. bright kaayo among teacher. Lawyer man gud. Vale pajud sa ilahang high school. grabe kaayo makayawyaw.. nagyawyaw man to siya once ug something about the development of the embryo inside the uterus, unya grabe kaayo, nagyawyaw siya ug mga terms na wala mi kabalo!! kami!! wala kabalo!! na nalesson naman unta namo na sa Ana & Physio. Litsugas pud kaayo, kay hadlok siya na lingaw. lingaw siya magjoke. mukatawa jud tanan. listugas pud kay gamay p lang kaayo ang among nalesson karon, unya ingon siya na mahuman daw niya ang among 1st sem coverage in 3 meetings.. na...

mao to.. litsugas.. busy kaayo ko karon.. murag wala na jud sa akong huna-huna ang mag-enjoy ug maglaag2.. by the way, after 53 years, nibalik mi sa sonicboom ganina, nagdula mi ug HOD.. hahaha.. :D:D next week, wala napud.. ang among mga ilong ani suksok napud sa Manual..

Hahay... kakapoy nalang sa life oy.. sige lang. i can do this!

SECOND YEAR

2007-06-16T16:30:00.000-07:00

WTH... kulbaan nako sa akong pag 2nd year.. 1st day plang, orientation. waaahh!!! daghan kaayog mga kondisyones.. shet.

pero, nalipay man pud ko kay classmates ghapun mi sa akong mga clasmeyts dati... yipee!! nalipay ko kay dili na madungagan ang mga things na kinahanglan adjust-an nako..

daghan kaayo kog narealize this summer bah.. pareho pjud mi ni Ayesha ug mga narealize.. (chaps... bag-o lang jud mi nagchika2 ni Yek ghapun.. ) basta bright jud ba mugawas jud ang pagkapamati anytime.. especially if they think someone has gone to the level lower than them.. siguro yung mga may sinabi na hindi maganda sa aming school ni Yek ngayon better think twice ay nakasala jud sila'g dako.. makahurt baya.. dili man intawon ang school ang batayan sa atong mga pagkatawo.. maulaw mo uy. ginarespeto gani nako kamo kay kaadto mo sa mga bigatin na mga eskwelahan, unya karon, ang tan-aw ninyo sa amoa lower species.. maulaw mo. ayaw mog judge2 sa school na wala p ninyo naadtuan ha!! mga baga mog nawng! kung kabalo lang mo unsa among mafeel ni Yek kay ing ana inyong trato sa amoa.. bahala mo..

so... ok.. nagyaw2 ko.. dili naman gud mapigilan ba.. kato lang.. unta mabasa ni sa mga gusto nako patamaan. OO... naa koy gusto patamaan.. ingna na na maldita ko pero dili man kana ang isyu karon. ang isyu man kay kung unsa ang inyong ginapafeel sa amoa ni Ayesha..

Salamat sa akong mga friends karon...

mao lang to...

unta maka 2nd sem ko.. Lord, help me.. Ü

Summer's done

2007-05-26T08:47:00.000-07:00

this must have been the busiest summer of my life lately... ito lang ang summer na naranasan kong umiyak at maging masaya nang sabay-sabay. marami akong natutunan. marami rin akong naranasan. hay naku.. summer talaga, so memorable.. eto yung mga nakaka-something na nangyari sakin da whole summer:

1. MICROBIO SUBJECT - so very HAGO!!! nalang... mas grabe pa siya sa anatomy.. ambut nalang.. kinsa may naka imbento ani na subject uy..

2. naslide ko dapit sa may chapel... and my friends saw it.. da.. kiat man gud kaayo.. kabalo na gani na kusog ang ulan unya slide, dagan gihapun..

3. i got a very horrible score in a microbio quiz.. too horrible to imagine. as in.. i'll never forget that quiz..

4. my pet dog jam became very sick.. naa siyay bato sa iyang urinary bladder.. so wala siya nakaihi for three days. malapit nang pumutok ang pantog niya kaya yun, catheter and many, many meds..

5. i was bitten by Jam in my right upper extremity sa may wrist banda.. bakit?? ikaw ba, kung 3 days ka walang ihi eh di xempre iritable ka at ayaw mong magpahawak. yun ang nangyari.. kakargahin ko na sana eh para dalhin sa doctor, kinagat ako. dumugo, xempre...

6. i was injected with Tetanus toxoid.. sa left arm.. so both arms are luya yesterday.. pero ngayon, medyo okay na..

7. nakapunta na rin ako ng Paradise Island!! sa wakas.. hallerst.. sorry nalang sa mga maka "haller" sa akin.. ngayon pa lang kasi talaga ako nakapunta dun.. maganda.. yun lang.. di rin naman kasi ako naligo eh dahil sa dogbite.. you know, baka may pumasok na helminth sa aking body.

8. Kerokeroppi (tama ba spelling? as if icare..) sana magbago ka na.. ang dami na naming naexperience sa babaeng ito.. pano ba kasi, grabe kung makatingin, akala mo kung sino.. sayang.. friend pa naman kita dati.. pero since dati ganun ka naman talaga.. so, siguro mahihirapan kang magbago.. pero don't worry, God will make a way.

yun lang.. ang iba kasi hindi na maxadong fresh sa brain ko.. whatever.. ang tagal ko ring hindi narefresh ang aking blog.. bwahahaha.. so ito lang for now..

i want to watch Shrek 3 na!!

bakeettttt????

2007-05-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

ayoko na... kapoy na... bakit ganito?? bakeeet???

bakit kapoy ang summer class? bakit kailangan kapoy? bakit kailangan Monday to Wednesday 9:00 am to 7:30 pm kami nasa school?? bakit kailangan Microbio pa ang aming subject?? Bakeeetttt??? Bakit pa ito sinamahan ng Nutrition??? bakeeettt??? ok na sana ang RS, pero isa parin siyang malaking balakid.. bakkkeettt???

yun lang.. gikapoy na ko... mao lang to.. to the point na umiyak ako kanina lang habang gayawyaw ang aming microbio teacher without any reason.. shet.. kaya ko 'to..

hapit na ko magka DEMENTIA.. hapit na jud.. gamay nalang.. naa na ko sa DIARRHEA phase.. *

mao lang to... bakkkeett kapoy???

footnotes:

* DEMENTIA is the 3rd stage of PELLAGRA, niacin deficiency, while DIARRHEA is the second phase.. Dementia is characterized by nerve disintegration and gradual deterioration of the central nervous system. The four stages are, in order: DERMATITIS, DIARRHEA, DEMENTIA, and DEATH...

FIRST DAY HIGH.. IN DRIVING...

2007-04-13T13:23:00.000-07:00

hadlok na lingaw na kapoy... dili nako masabtan ang feeling..

ate ko ang nagturo sakin kahapon 3pm gamit ang aming car. at first siyempre siya muna, pinakita muna niya kung paano mag-apak sa clutch, break at acc.. tpos yung iba din.. kambiyada.. etc.. tapos sabi niya "oh, ikaw na.." Waaaahhh!!!!! heart ko: dug-dug... dug-dug...

siyempre kabahan ka man talaga niyan... sa nagstart na ako... very slowly.. feeling ko 1 kph lang ang takbo ko.. okay man siya pagstart. until nakarating kami sa aking first hump.. waaahhh!!!! nastuck talaga ako dun!!!! the worst thing is, meron pa talaga gustong magdaan.. eh, may kotse man din na nakaharang sa other side.. so in other words, nahirapan yung dadaan na kotse.. may mga tao pa talaga na nagtingin!!! waaah!!!! anyway, it's all understandable.. practice man yun.. wahehe..

two times ata ako nakastop nang nakaharang sa daan.. kulba jud yun bah.. pero yung 2nd time, pinalitan na ako ng ate ko.. tapos nagstop na kami.. waaaahhh!!! sabi ko talaga, "ayoko na!!!" gikapoy na ako.. lingaw man siya.. pero kapoy lagi.. siguro nga pila pa ni ka months before ko makuha.. makaya kaya?? with my summer class and stuff? ambut... ah basta.

anyway, may SP na ako!!! isa rin ito sa mahirap kunin dahil kami ay mababait na citizens na talagang sumunod sa mga balaud sa nasud.. kung law-abiding ka kasi, katulad namin, pipila ka ng kalahating kilometro sa first step, isa sa 2nd step, kalahati ulit sa 3rd step at limang kilometro sa 4the at fifth step.. ganun.. titiisin mo ang init ng araw.. ang nakatayo ka lang dahil walang gentleman na magbibigay sayo ng upuan kahit na 3 years ka nang nakatayo... PERO, kung ika'y TAMAD, at gusto nang madalian na SP, eto ang kailangan mo: FIXER.. bwahaha... siya na bahala.. with all his/her connections and stuff.. siya na bahala.. all you have to do is wait.. in your house.. hindi mo na kailangan pang dumaan sa stations of the cross..

ayun.. meron na nga akong SP.. and as usual.. pangit ang aking picture dun.. I HATE IT!!!

sige lang... ayon nga kay Manny Villar, sa sipag at tiyaga, aahon ka!! kay Manny Villar na!! wahehe...

un lang..

vroomm!!!

I GUESS

2007-04-07T16:30:00.000-07:00

i guess i'm going nearer and nearer to being invisible... wait, a more depressing term... forgotten. i guess i'm a very evil person... a person who is forget-the-past-focus-on-the-present-and-look-to-the-future kind of person.

Depression is a powerful weapon in art. well, it's true. i have experienced it myself.

you may say now that, naunsa naman ni si kathleen uy.. nagdrama-drama na sad.. oo nga, nagdadrama ako..baket? wala ba akong right???

therefore i conclude, i am a very big liar, i am disloyal, i am a very suplada person... and i don't deserve the treatment my friends are giving me.. i don't deserve any of them.. i don't deserve the kind patience my family has been giving me.. i don't deserve to be called a Catholic.. i don't even deserve to be with anybody..

all i can think of is that i deserve to be alone.. i should be alone.. everyone hates me.. they're just not saying it out loud..

i know what you're thinking right now.. if you're my friend, you would say "hindi man kat... we don't hate you" if you're a person who's thinking about talking to me and PRETENDING to make me feel better, you're probably saying "kat, it's okay.. i know how you feel.. i was depressed once, too.." for you, i would say "shut up.. you don't know how i feel.. you're not me.."

no one knows how i feel.. only God saw me cry that night.. only God knows how i feel.. only God was there to hug me..

well, what can i say.. i guess i hate myself..

HOME ALONE

2007-04-07T03:28:00.000-07:00

i'm all alone at home.. why?? kasi nawawala ang lolo ko!! ewan... kanina pa xa umalis ng bahay pero hanggang ngayon hindi parin umuuwi... huhuhu... kaya naman umalis ang mom ko at ate ko at kapatid ko para hanapin siya.. naunsa naman ni oy...

hahay... back to work.. Ü

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL!!!!

2007-04-03T03:15:00.000-07:00

SHERYL CALISO

sheryl!!!!

kani ang akong friend na hawd musayaw!! (char.. mura man ni'g testi uy...) basta!!

ang ilang boarding house ay ang dakilang meeting place ng grupo namin.. yun din ang aming "hideout". nyehehe... hindi uy.. advantage lang kasi malapit sa school.. basta.

when you see this person smile, you would become a monster if you won't smile too. Alangan.. sa pagkacute sa smile ani... sharo dili pud ka maka-smile.. haha..

ah basta.. kani pud siya, richness man ni.. rich sa financial (la lang naga saba saba. hehe. joke..), rich sa lovelife, rich sa friends, ug rich sa love sa iyang family..

la koy nakita na problema kay sheryl.. kung mangita ka'g friend, dapat jud parehas sa iyaha.. unta tanan friend murag siya noh... buotan.. ug kanang makisama..

quiet kaayo ni siya sa room, pero kung friends jud mo, saba na.. hehe.. Ü kami man nag-uban2 atong first sem.. pareho pajud mi quiet.. pareho pud mi na pagkadugayan nahimo nang sabaan.. hehe.. tama man 'di ba? 'di ba?

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL my friend.. unta lipay kaayo imong day karon.. Ü God bless sa imong life.. sa school, sa balay, ug sa love (uuuyyy... canadian..Ü). don't worry na sa school kay magtinabangay ta ana.. promise.. Ü

love you she!!! mwah!! God bless!! Ü

The Return of the Queen

2007-03-30T12:38:00.000-07:00

yup. yup. yup!!! I'm back!! at dahil isa nalang ang requirement na kailangan namin ipasa, i have more time..

hastang kapuya nalang sa kinabuhi uy.. pero okay lang. enjoy man. pagkatapos magawa ng lahat!!! ng lahat!! at last!! hindi na about school work ang ilalagay ko dito!!

anyway, updates sakin. i'll divide it into 3 parts. upd8 sa HEART, sa BAHAY, at sa ECA.

1. updates sa HEART

- daghan. itago nalang natin sila sa mga pangalang. Dreamboy, Number 10, at Gabee. (more than 2 is daghan, ok??)

first, si Gabee. ako lang ata ang may crush sa ungas na 'to sa aking mga berks. anyway, pinaka una ko siya nakita sa first basketball game nung intrams.. (hehe.. katagal na..) cute. di kaayo crush-ng-bayan material. pero cute. ang aking kaagaw lang ay ang kanyang maputi at makinis na uyab. hahay.. hanggang tingin nalang ako..

next, si Number 10. kani ang dili jud pwede. bale kung tingnan natin xa sa luod na perspective, hindi kami pwede magkatuluyan. bakit? kasi family friend namin ang kaniyang family. tapos, naa na siya'y long term na uyab. tapos he's too old for me.. and too tall for me.. so unsaon nalang.. hanggang tan-aw nalang pud..

last, kay si Dreamboy. Alam kong luod ang kanyang codename. but what can i do.. dalawa kami ni Ade ang may crush dun. bale ako lang ang medyo naga-stalk (hehe.. joke..) basta. bale, save the best for last ni siya.. ito siya kay pogi, cute ug gwapo all in one package. as in!!!! to the point na kinuhaan ko pa siya ng picture.. (nyehehe... stolen..)Bball player pud ni siya pero hindi siya naglaro sa intrams. makita ko lang siya maglaro-laro. 3rd year na.. huhu.. one year nalang.. hindi ko na siya makita..huhuhu.. T_T bahala na.. basta..

tanan diay sila Bball player.. ay ambot.. basta.. lingaw kaayo kay matingala nalang ko muadto si Ade sakoa..

Ade: kat, kat. dali.

Me: ngano man..

Ade: tan-awa... diri sa may bleachers..

ing-ana ang scene.. tama. si Ade pala classmate ko. naay siyay pic:

ila-ila mo..

sige next na ta..

2. updates sa BAHAY

naa ba? murag wala man.. next nalang ta..

3. updates sa ECA

ang ECA diri kay Extra Chuvaness Activities. kani ang mga kabuangan na nahimo namo sa school ug sa outside.. wait, asa man ko magstart.. daghan na man gud kaayo.

okay kabalo nako.. it started on March 1, thursday. nang kami ay magka idea na bigyan ng surprise bday party si Ade. sa chem time pa yun..sa lab.. basta secret2 kunuhay.. unya nagplano mi na magkita sa saturday kay mupalit mig balloons and everything. so nagkita kami sa BH nila Sheryl tapos dun nagplano-plano. after dun, pumunta kami ng mall. Dep Store tapos sa Bonjee party chuvaness sa 4th floor. wala mang mura na balloons ug stick. e di pumunta nalang kami sa uyanguren, sa may chimes banda. pinuntahan namin ang wholesale store (tama, 3 kami nun. kasama ko si Donnah ug Angel. ila-ila mo.. ) and then, nakaaway pa namin yung isang tinderang nasa

pre-menopausal stage na.. wala parin kaming nabibili.. so pumunta kami ng chimes baka meron dun..wala man din.. paglabas namin, umulan na.. malakas. (Ade, imagine ang hirap namin.. para lang sayong balloons!! hehe.. )

anyways, nakauwi naman kami. safely. ako nalang ang pumunta ng Nc the next day para bumili ng sticks at balloons.

Monday, March 5. ang klase namin ay 10:30 pa pero pumunta kami ng school 7:30 para magpaburot ng mga balloons. naay man mi unta bomba ba.. wala nadala.. so naging lung-powered ang aming bomba.. hala sige.. blow.. hanggang sa napa-blow na lahat.. inantay namin na mag10:30. pics sa aming paghihintay..

mao na.. pinapunta namin si sheryl at donnah kay ade sa gym para hindi muna siya pumunta ng room. tapos kami ni angel dinala namin ang mga balloons sa room. (ulaw siya infairness kay daghan nanan-aw. daghan pajud kaayo tong balloons) tapos nun, pinapasok na namin si ade. and then umiyak siya kay natouch daw siya. the end. ehehe.. di pa bitaw. naay mi gihimo after class, pero secret nalang yun.

after pala ng pangyayaring ito bumurot ang isang lymph node ko underneath my oral cavity. so sakit mukaon!! huhuhu... k lang.. la naman ngayon..

so ang next kabanata ng aming mga binuang kay next time nalang.. nyehehe.. i'll be back..

2007-03-17T03:34:00.000-07:00

ANG TAGAL!!!!

grabe ka busy!!! shucks!!! short lang gani ang entry ko ngayon..

firstly, ang dami kong gagawin kasi finals na. like:

1. english movie review. guess what kung anong movie?? SPIDER-MAN 1 and 2!!! what the heck!! pambata kaau!! nalang... kung LOTR pa yun game koh!! (by grup man gud bah..)

2. socio: kailangan kong magstudy ng 5 chapters!! quiz agad sa monday!!

3. pe cheerdance.. nalang... tagam na ko ani.. nagprax kami kahapon... kanina din.. my God... leader pajud ang tala.. tsk..tsk..tsk..

4. philo report!! anyway, madali lang man 'to.. no pob..

5. chem practical exam on wednesday.. memorize.. memorize..

6. song sa socio.. meron na kaming song na nacompose.. ang mahirap lang kasi dapat vernacular siya na language.. meron na kaming dalawang song in the tunes of: maling akala and bongga ka day.. the latter is not yet finished... T_T

mao!! kaya ko ni!! kaya ko ni!!

hello sa mga walang sawang nata-tag sa akin kahit na napatahimik ako for 76 years dito sa net.. hahay... salamat skytorn!!! i miss you!!

sha!! parati taung magkita sa gmall!! magkasingganda na tayo!! nyehehe... lalang...

sa classmates ko (kung meron mang makakabasa w/c, i think, wala): kaya natin ang cheerdance!!aja!!

salamat sa lahat!!! go muna ako.. kailangan ko pang interviewhin si Spider-man..

2007-02-22T17:14:00.000-08:00

matagal-tagal na rin akong hindi nakapag-post. hay naku, ang dami kasing kabuangan.. ang daming assignments, projects, at mga pangit na teacher na laging nakiki-eksena.. ang daming nangyari.

ACADEMIC OVERLOAD

hindi talaga overload.. ano lang... umm.. basta.. madami. lahat sila nagbibigay ng problema. lahat!! on top of the list noon ang PE, CS, NSTP, SOCIO, PHILO, lahat nalang kaya... basta..

1. PE: for our midterm exam, we will perform jive. (wala pa kaming steps!! ang hirap kaya! may unta kung choreographer koh!)

2. CS: webpage designing.. yeah, yeah, alam kong madali lang.. pero 6 kayo sa grupo?? tapos dalawa lang kayo ang marunong gumawa??? i don't think so..

anyway, nagawa namin.. kami ang pinaka-first na nagpasa sa amiing klase (i think so). dun kami gumawa sa boarding house nila Sheryl.. ang saya! kaso nga lang, 1 hour lang ang tulog ko..

3. NSTP: vaket?? bakit kailangan mag-community service?? bakit?? medical mission pajud..

4: SOCIO: at least tapos na kami nito magreport bout sa chapter namin.. kaso nga lang, kailangan parin magstudy for the quiz of the other groups. (iba kasi ang style ng teacher namin. Kami magreport, then after, mag-game, tapos kami din ang gagawa ng quiz. ang saya, noh?)

5: PHILO: hindi ko talaga ka-vibes ang subject na ito kahit na anong gawin ko.. basta.. work harder for philo!!

at yun... nadivide ang lahat ng aking time sa kanila. last week was the most fun week i ever had. at yun ay ang intrams..

INTRAMS

lingaw!!! kahit na wala akong sinalihan na event!! lingaw!!

ako ang nagtake nito kaya wala ako dito.. this was when we were watching the basketball game of the boys. Lingaw kaayo ang intrams!!! kahit na konti lang ang dumalo sa event na ito (kasi ang iba umuwi sa kani-kanilang mga probinsya) masaya parin! Madaming lingaw na games... magagaling na players... mga pogi na players... hahayy..

lingaw din kasi may duty kami ni Angel. As members of the Director's Guild, kailangan namin mamicture ng mga events at games.. Kaya hala, picture dito, picture doon. Kaso nga lang, napakarami naming kinuha sa basketball kesa sa Scrabble, Quiz Bee, Spelling na events.. (Bakit kaya?? hehe..)

This was taken at Fourplay, nung nag-document kami ng game na Badminton. Lonely maxado ang place na'to kasi konti lang ang mga nanood. Ulaw pajud.. Parang, pag-enter namin dun, ang mga tao kay "Who You??". Hehe.. ganun talaga ang life basta 1st year... ulaw2..

Ako, si Angel at Ade. Kami nalang ang nanood nito ng Formal Cheering.. Kawawa maxado kami kasi nagshare kaming tatlo sa dalawang upuan.. Pero, sige.. picture parin.. hehe..

Ah basta ,lingaw lagi kaayo.. wala pa koy uban pics.. daghan man to ba.. nangawala.. hehe.. dugay man gud ma-open ang photobucket diri sa comlab..

mao lang sa na..

byebye..

mga pics, pero matagal na ito. some of them first sem pa..

GLOBE

2007-02-02T17:12:00.000-08:00

GLOBE

Aaaaarrrrgghhh!!!!! Bakeeeettt???!!! Naglagot na jud ko bah... as in... nganong sa katanan-tanan na maisip na pakulo sa globe, kana pajud pag increase sa ilahang presyo sa unli?? naa pa silay all day unli ug all night?? unsa 'to?? magtext-text ka sa gabii bisan gatulog ka?? UNSAMANAAA????? where is the justice???? nalulugi na ba talaga sila? or gina-abuso lang jud ang pagka-hook ng mga pinoy sa ilahang UNLI??? ngano? ngano? ngano???

mangawat pajud ug load!! ganina lang nagpaload ko ug 25... 1 minute later singko na lang ang nabilin!!! Putragis!! Unsa naman na?? dili na gani ko makaunli, mangawat pa jud!!! Unsa NAMAN NA???!!!

Pucha jud ang globe bah!!! kung terorista lang ko noh mabombahan man jud nako tanan na tower sa globe bah.. bahala na sila!! magsmart na koh!!! Kung naa may globe employee na makabasa ani (If ever naa may kabalo sa inyo magbasa) paki-ingon nalang ko sa inyong FOUNDER na ibalik ang 15/1 day unli ug 50/5 days unli if ever buhi pa siya. Kung patay na siya, pag-spirit of the glass nalang mo!! Bahala mo diha!! bantay bitaw bawion ninyo ang inyong gihimo na pagtaas ug presyo human magtransfer ang tanan sa uban networks! Bantay lang jud! Kami diay inyong eksperimentuhan ha!!

Aaaaaarrrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!

phew..

2007-01-26T23:23:00.000-08:00

3RD PLACE

walang kinalaman... walang pakialam... sige, isubmit mo lang... malay mo? malay mo nga naman...

isang araw, nang ako'y nag-aaral habang nakahiga sa aming sofa ay inistorbo ako ng bose ng aking ateng walang assignment. Wala siyang assignment, eh.. kaya drawing lang siya ng drawing.

Ate: Kit, alam mo ba na may The Rock Literary and Art Festival?

Ako: Oo. bakit?

Ate: Magsali kasi ako.

Ako: Sali gud. (maldita jud)

Ate: Pangit ka lagi ay.. Ito yung isubmit ko oh. (shows me the drawing)

Ako: Ay, yan? (confidential alang ang mga comment ko..)

after a while..

Ate: wala kang isubmit, kit?

AKo: wala.

Ate: magsubmit ka lang beh para may kasama ako..

Ako: ano man pala ang isubmit ko beh?

Ate: yung drawing mo kay Jam. (aso namin)

Ako: nge! ayoko noh! kapangit lang nun!

Ate: Hindi gud! Isubmit mo lang beh.. asan na man yun?

Ako: Bahala ka.. as if manalo din yan..

Ate: sige nalang gud.. malay mo pala..

Ako: haller?! mga fourth year kaya ang mga kalaban diyan! kaulaw uy!!

Ate: bahala ka.. isubmit ko 'to..

Ako: bahala ka diyan.. hindi bitaw yan manalo..

at yun na nga ang nangyari.. sinubmit nga ng ate ko sa The Rock (school paper ng SPC) through her classmate. nawalan na ako ng malay dun sa mga nangyari dun..

naulat nalang ako nang pagkita namin ni Yek,

Yek: hello, kat! congrats!!

Ako: ha.. bakit congrats..

Yek: ha? hindi mo pala alam??

Ako: ano.. bkit.. (super tanga face)

Yek: wala jud ka nagatan-aw sa bulletin board bah! nanalo ka man!

Ako: saan?

Yek: sa The rock!! nah, wala man gud nagabasa bah..

alam mo yung happiness na wala kang ginawa tapos nanalo ka somewhere? I can't explain it.. Para kang nagkaroon bigla ng dessert na hindi ka naman umorder (tulad ng nangyayari s Port Cafe). Anyway, lingaw.. hindi ko pa nakukuha ang prize ko, pero lingaw..

ABOUT MY DRAWING

yung dinrawing ko pala ay aso namin. Half Japanese spitz, half daschhund (to hell with the correct spelling). Ang aking anak.. si Jam. Basta, kinopya ko lang yun galing sa celphone. Kailan ko nga ba yun ginawa? nung sembreak ata..

honestly hindi ko maxadong nagustuhan ang painting na ginawa ko.. di ko xa type.. pero, award-winning man pala (char lang...).. hehe..

anyway, bago pa lumipad ang computer na ito sa lakas ng hangin, i'll say goodbye..

bye. :D

2007-01-17T16:21:00.000-08:00

WEBCAM

lingaw man diay ang webcam noh... tungod sa webcam, nakadiscover ko ug mga facial expression nako nawala diay ko kabalo naga-exist diay. Ngano?? Kay alangan, pwede man makita na magsmile ka, magpa-sad face ka. Pero ang wala jus nako nahibal-an ay ang akong face kung nagtanga ko. Imagine, naga-type ka sa keyboard, or naga-internet, ang imong dagway nagtanga na diay.. Hahay...

Basta lingaw lagi kaayo tong naa mi sa balay sa akong classmate... Nagbinuang mi sa akong mga kauban.. Picture diri..Picture didto.. Maghimo pajud ug tema.. Murag ani gud:

"o sige, sige.. picture!!"

"okay, okay!! Unsay tema nato?"

"Um... unsa man... sige, horny!!"

Tan-awa... mga gaga jud... maghimo jud ug scandal bah.. ehehe... pero wala mi gihimo na labag sa kautusan ng Panginoon.. Siyempre noh!!! Dili ma pud mi animal! Ay, animal diay.. rephrase.. Dili man pud mi mga... mga... basta!! You know it!! ehehe...

at hindi lang yun.. maghimo pajud ug music video.. mura gani sa katong chinese backstreet boys na sikat na kaayo sa youtube.. ang among gikanta kay Stick Wit U sa pussycat dolls.. gwapo lagi... nagkaguot lang... hehe.. unsaon kaha nako pagpakita sa video na wala pa man ginasend sa akoa sa akong classmate.. next time nalang..

ah basta lagi.. nalingaw mi ato.. maghimo napud mi ug bag-o na music video.. unya kanang britney spears nasad.. hehe..

2007-01-08T22:02:00.000-08:00

COMPLETE CHRISTMAS

I never had a happier christmas than the christmas i just had last December. It was complete. Mother, father, grandma, grandpa, kids, and a bunch of friends. You get the picture. I wouldn't have cared if we didn't have food. I wouldn't have cared if we didn't have tons of videoke cds and high notes to sing. All I saw on those days was how happy we were on that day.

Oh, damn. Okay, fine. I cared a hell lot for the food! And the videoke cds! OK?!!

CANDLELIGHT MEDYA NOCHE (hu cares bout the spelling?)

On 12 midnight of January 1, 2007, in full irony, I shouted with my total respiratory volume "Happy New Year, Davao Light!!" Lahat ng mga taga-bangkal alam na kung bakit.

Isipin mo ba naman?? Mag-blackout ba on new year's eve?? hello?? tama ba yun?? buti nalang wala masyadong lamok dahil sa labas kami ng bahay nagstay. Anyway, daming food. Mas madami p kesa sa aming christmas food. Well, I cared a lot! On January 3, wen I checked my weight, I gained 3 kgs... hmmm... hehe...

BACK TO SCHOOL

Yeah... and I knew now that I wasn't tarong in my prelims. I am not satisfied with my socio and philo exams.. but i am very satisfied with PE!!! nyehehe... first time i ever got a grade like that.. nyehehe...

tapos next week na agad ang aming presentation sa PE... goshes... no..... no... hehe... la na akong ibang masabi...

Anyway, God bless guys.. :D

nang ako'y nag-18

2006-12-14T19:20:00.000-08:00

i know it's a little too late now because my birthday was way back December 10. But I haveto take this opportunity to thank all the people who remembered and who knew that i turned 18. To those who greeted me (in person and in text) thank you, thank you, thank you!! I love you all!! Especially my friends in Illumina who really didn't forget, Sharon, who called me up at 12 o'clock midnight an I was answering her like a zombie [sino ba naman ang hindi magiging ganun eh, gabing-gabi... um... umaga pala], Danica. ng tunay na makata ng Illumina, Yba, Rae, Tif, Joanie, Ceejay. Also to my dearest SPC friends Angel, Katrina, Ade, Rizza, Ate peachy, Donnah. And to my relatives, Mama Cora and Tita Maethel. Thank you!!! [grabe murag artista..]

anyway, i want to share the text mesages na gisend sa akin ng mga tao... ang iba kataw-anan... so, lalang... eto:

FROM ILLUMINA:

Momy kat! Hpi hpi 18th bday! Dlga n m0my nMin. G0d bles nd ingatz olweiz. Lagi m0ng tndaAn n nNd2 lng kmi 0lweiz s tbi m0... Ü Luv u! - ybzie

kat! happy bday! waa.. 18 ka na! ingat lgi kat ! Ü mis na kta.. - cj

happy birthday kat!! - tif

hapi burthdae kat! love you.. mis u.. - joanie

OMG! Karon lng ko nakagreet! Mommy Kat, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Saenf'irul Chuk'ahamnida!Luv u mommy! Mis u din! Ingat lagi and God bless! - rae

Para sa aking matalik na kaibigang kathleen: Maligayang kaaraawan sa'yo kaibigang kathleen! NAWA'Y patnubayan ka ng Maykapal! Ü 18 ka na talaga kat!Ü tnx 4 d treasurd friendshp! Uv ALWAYS bin there, and i cudnt thak u enuf! lets give a toast 4 ur 18th yr and 4 the many yrs 2 come.. Wow. Nanay ka na![ehehem.. matagal na dan,] I wish u ol d best dat lyf cud ofr bcoz u deserv it.. Despyt d thngs dat ocurd, uv bin there to strengthn our friendshp and kept it intact. Tnx 4 taking gud care of me(and our friendship) thru ol ds yrs. My lyf wudnt hav bin this GREAT if u wernt ther by my syd. I couldnt thank u enuf!! Im always hir 4 u. once again, hapi 18th bday my dearest friend! Hinayhinay lang s mga b0ys! haha!Ü God bless you! I love you kat!Ü - danica

FROM SPC PIPS:

Kit... hapi bday.. Ü - ate peachy

Hapi hapi 18th bday kathleen! Ü God bles u on ur debut.Ü take care - katrina

Hapi bday!!! hav a nyc day!!! Unsa man 2 uie? Bwahaha! Anywaya... HAPI BDAY! - angel

Ei kat hapi bday.sori n l8 q txt ky ngdaginot p qg load.ui k2ng s goal gni db dpt gna answr niya 2ng objctve.so ex.ang objctve ky dEfine socialization..unsa On man? I butng jd ang dEfinitioN? - Ade

Kat...HAPI3 BIRTHDAY!whehe..sori qng kron lng q kagrit.. kat, abwt s report gud, ugma na ta? ka2ng values aqng himuan og game? Pls rep..gudpm - donnah

Gud pm kat. . . Ngpaask pla c ade kung wat dw ilgy s title page nd isby b rw ang goal at objctve s socio s isang bnd paper. - riza. . Engx. . .hapi 18th br*some text missing* - Rizza

bwahaha... anyway, that's all. Sori jud sa tanan na nag expect ug celeb ha ky... wala lang.. di ko feel magcelebrate.. i wanted to have a peaceful birthday.. hehe... don't wori, magdebut nalang ako ulit pag21 ko... ngehehe.. joke.. Salamat talaga sa lahat ha.. labyu ol!!

2006-11-19T03:33:00.000-08:00

HOW DARE YOU

how dare you show yourself to me... both when my eyes are opened and when they are closed?

how dare you talk to me... and make me feel something, yet you talk to others in the same way?

how dare you ask me things... and not return your answers that are maybe, just maybe, are the answers to the questions in my head?

how dare you show your smile... and never let it out of my head again?

how dare you exist... not even knowing that I do?

how dare you?

^
^
^

ehehe... just another one of my chuva-eck-ecks and ka-echusan. la kasi akong ibang malagay eh. sorry nalang sa mga wala sa mood maging corny ngayon. ehehe... char2 bitaw noh.. ngayon ko lang napansin. ang puso ko na naman ang nagsalita... pagod na kasi si brain, kaya ayan.

sa mga inlove dyan... wala lang... inlove lang kayo.. ehehe... wag niyo akong idamay..

God bless pips..

2006-11-06T00:48:00.000-08:00

SEMBREAK

TAPOS NA ANG 1ST SEM!!!!! yehey!!!! yet ngayon lang ako nakapagdagdag ng entry... well, iba na talaga ang busy...

bkt nga ba sobrang busy ko dis sembreak?? break p naman sana... hindi na nga ako naka attend ng batch parties namin... BAKEeEeEttttt????? hehe... eto lang naman ang mga ginawa ko sa sembreak ko:

1. nagpaligo kay Jam after ten years!!!

2. napaint ko din siya!!! wahaha!!! hindi nga lang ganun kaganda ang painting... pero ok na yun... cute parin naman... :D

3. nalinisan ko ang room ko na walang kasinggulo... hay naku...

4. naka-ride ako ng bump cars kasama ang ate, bro, at mom ko...

5. naka attend ng bday party ni Sara

6. nakatulog ng 5 gabi sobra sa sala na ang bed ay piangdugtong-dugtong na couches... yoko sa floor eh... madaming ipis... hehe..

7. nakakain ng sangkatutak na chocolates yet maintained the weight i have since i lost 1kg sa last PE class namin... bwahaha...

8. napa-ayos ang aking bike... makakapag-bike na ako ulit!!!

9. nakapag-videoke ng buong cd ng whitney houston at celine dion nang ako lang isa... well, may share din ate ko sa mga songs, pero mostly ako... :D

10. nakapagpa-trim ng hair sa aking ate.

11. nakapagtrim ng hair ng ate ko.

12. nakapasyal sa Chimes with my sis and mom... bongacious pla dun, pero konti lang ang tao... at ang escalator.. naman... ang liit... yoko nang iimagine ang mangyayari sa escalator na iyon kapag may emergency...

ilan lang naman yan sa mga sangkatutak na nagpa-busy sakin... madami ring unmentionables... like ****** and ************.... :D

dami ko ding realizations... sayang nga lang yung nabuo kong entry sa bahay about a very big and great realization ay hindi ko ma upload kasi may virus ang diskette na pinaglagyan koh... :D anyway, sa sunod nalang yun... di naman yun mawawala sa PC namin eh... unless itapon ko ang bulokers na computer na iyon sa river....

hehe... iyon lang muna... no pics for this time... some other time... GB pips.. :D

2006-10-14T20:26:00.000-07:00

PICS NAPUD

here are pics again.... hehe... from my classmate Ednard. Dito kami ngayon house niya gawa ng English project... break muna.. hehe... :D pics napud... kay gwapo man gud ang pics niya... hehe... samok din yang English uie... paimports xado... nakatrabaho pa kami ng SUnday para lang diyan. anyway, here are the pics of the enjoyable moments in school...

this is my classmate Maan... hehe... pacute kaayo... hi Maan... :D

this is our pic in PE class... last PE class ... ako kumuha nito kaya di ako nakasali... this was taken last Friday... 8:00 na natapos... :D I will miss ma'am HD...

mga buang... hehe... from left to right: Roxanne, Adelene, Liv Tyler (wahehe..), Angel, and Sheryl... yang knife na ginapoint ni Ade sakin totoo... hehe.. joke.. di bitaw..

this pic was taken nung Friday also... bakit wala ako? kasi, sa sobrang cute ko... natakpan ako ni Fritz... hehe... This was our LAST Anatomy class!!! T_T i will surely miss Ms. Maat!!! Thanks Ma'am for teaching us very well!! hehe...

well, so much for the pics.. I will miss this Sem... my first chapter in College... :D

God bless guys..

:D

2006-10-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

SAMOK

bumaba lahat ng grades ko sa Midterm... sheesh... except for the major... char... nag-maintain lang siya... anyway, I have been feeling this pagkasamok since Tuesday. It's because I found out that many of my classmates will be shifting or transferring to another school. So what's the problem? Maybe I have developed an attachment to this class that all the time from June I was expecting that we will be together for one whole year. But no. Some of them want to disagree with me.

I don't like it when somebody goes away. I hate the feeling. It makes me cry. Pisay graduation trauma-ed me. I don't know. Even my Dad and Mom, who are not at home today. It makes me so sick inside. I hate being left. I hate it. I don't want any of my classmates to go away. Even for just one whole sem, they gave me a lifetime of memories. I don't know why I'm so OA now that I am having a big drama over it. But no. It just makes me so sad. Tif was right. Crying is good for you. It washes your cornea, the transparent covering of the eye. And tears can help fight off and kill bacteria that can go into your eye's more internal portions. And when bacteria goes in, you can have sore eyes which, if not healed can make you blind. And I don't want to be blind. I'm scared of total darkness.

I have to stop this rapping about anatomy... sheesh... hey. w8 a minute. suddenly anatomy gave me an idea.

ANATOMY

here are trivias that i wanna share. I learned it from our Anatomy teacher. Hope you have fun reading and saying "Atik?? talaga?? ganun pala yun?" Hehe... so here goes...:

1. the myth about eating many cholesterol rich foods while you are still young is okay and when you are old you have to stop is not correct. Plaque build up in your blood vessels builds up as time goes by and can not be removed. Yes. It can never be removed. Unless you cut off the blood vessel itself and perform bypass grafting. As early as now, stop eating cholesterol rich foods. Nesvita's milks and other milk products don't remove cholesterol in the vessels, they just prevent free cholesterol in the body from going to the vessels.

2. when you encounter a fracture, your new bone is stronger than the old bone. Therefore the risk of breaking the new bone is very less already. (don't have any ideas on breaking all your bones and renewing them so that they will all become stronger).

3. there is no such thing as a Universal donor (blood) and a Universal recepient. O, as much as possible must receive O and AB must receive AB. (we can never be too sure)

4. hair grows for 2 years and rests for 3 months. In other words, hair stops growing for 3 months after actively growing for 2 years.

5. your left lung is smaller than your right lung.

6. Arteries are colored red, right? That's because the blood that goes through them carries oxygen. But Veins are not blue, as shown in many books. Actually, they are maroon because they carry CO2 and wastes.

7. the heartbeat of humans can be heard at the left portion of the chest, right? Well, a dog's heartbeat can be heard more clearly at the right side of their chests. (try it with your pets..)

anyway, these are just a few... i can't remember the others... so much for that..

God bless guys!!

2006-09-23T04:50:00.000-07:00

YEHEY

yehey!!!! na-upload ko na rin sa wakas ang aming pics!!! yehey!!! wahehe... here are some of the pics of my classmates and friends... :D

this is my sister and my very pogi pinsan JP...

these are my classmates... from left to right, top to bottom: sheryl, angel, paula, christine and donnah.. char ... ang gaganda noh??? wahehe...

classmates ko na naman: from L to R, up to bottom: nessa, adelene, roxanne, christine, raxenne, deniece (pinsan ni Champ from Hale), Caloi, and Rizza.

before english exam... at the classroom... chika2..

after sa exams... yehee... may mga natakpan...

the thorn among the roses... Fritz... wahehe... :D after exams japun..

mga gwaps... char lang...

mao ni ang mga gwapa jud... wahehe... me and tin... :D

namugas si Yek... hehe... stduying for the next exam in the lib.. :D

mga estudyante ko sa math... wahehe... atik lang... mga clasmates ko na nagpaturo sakin the day before math exam... si maan and angel..

masculados... hehe... sa acquaintance party... si Mark, Jer, Bryan, Romuel and Paulo (natakpan... sori pao..)

CONCLUSION

so... therefore i conclude... maganda ang college life.. wahehe... pero iba parin ang Illumina... i miss you guys... labshoo you all!!! God bless!!!

2006-09-18T18:45:00.000-07:00

PANGIT

pangit kasi hindi pa ako makaupload ng pics... kung bakit kasi ang internet cafe dito malapit sa aming school walang CD drive.. grabe naman... mabilis pa naman sana magbuffer sa youtube..

pangit kasi ang mga grades ko sa midterm bumaba.. courtesy of the "sleepful" nights that i have been having.. tulog kasi ng tulog!! haayy... well, wat can i do..

pangit kasi walang available na LCD projector ang school for our History presentation na pinaghirapan kong gawin... sayang talaga... the effort.. haayy...

pangit kasi namimiss ko si Sharon, Yba, Tif, Rae, Nil, and Olive, and all other Illumina people (except Ayesha.. hehe.. :D)!!! sobra!!! kung rich lang ako noh, puntahan ko kayo jan isa-isa bah...

MAGANDA

maganda kasi... wala... maganda lang... ano bang magandang nangyari sakin???

maganda kasi katext ko si Joanie ngayon!!! wahehe... :D mish ko na siya shado azin...

anyway, yun lang... don't worry... kapag nakaupload na ako ng pics, hahaba ang entry ko.. :D

god bless pips..

2006-08-31T01:20:00.000-07:00

mustah naman ang pips uy... i miss all of ya... char.. i wanna see you again..anyway,

whatever happened to my week, starting tuesday, was a real emotional tragedy.. okay, exaj siya maxado... ano na lang... emotional burden.. i can't write it here kasi baka may makabasa na hindi dapat makabasa... shucks.. lagot na kung mangyari yun..

anyway, okay na ngayon, at least, feeling ko okay na. ewan ko ba.. ang nakakaalam lang nito ay ate ko, si yek at si angel. wahehe.. sa iba, sorry nalang.. can't let it spread.. sinulat ko lang dito para mejo mabawas-bawasan ang bigat..

malapit na naman ang midterms... study na pud.. hay nalang..

yeah, i remember something interesting na nangyari sakin kahapon.. it was all about the projector.

PROJECTOR

at overhead siya na projector ha... yung 19-kalawang pa.. ewan ko ba..

1st subject: history. Si Maan na ang magreport.. nasuya siya kasi yung dapat na partner niya sa pagreport absent.. e di nakiramay ako.. nagpatulong man siya... syempre tulong din ako.. alangan.. helpful gud (wahehe... ). nagtulong na ako pag-set-up ng projector. gi-on ko, tapos maliit man ang light na naproject sa wall, so gimove ko projector paatras. e bigla namang na-off ang ilaw ng projector. malay ko ba. sabi ng kaklase ko hindi pala daw yun dapat galawin kapag naka-on ang light. again, malay ko ba. MALAY KO BA??? sori nalang sa IMC... sige lang mayaman bitaw ang SPC.. palitan ang nila yun ng bulb..

bahala mo diha... ulaw baya kaayo to ha.. kabalo ko nakasala ko.. pero again, malay ko ba???

at yun ang masayang story kung bakit ngayon, ayaw ko nang humawak ng projector ulit... ever. promise yan. bahala. basta, hanggang sa pagplug lang ako.

yun lang..

the moral of the story is, it's good to be not helpful at times... especially when it comes to dealing with a stupid projector.

i thank you.

god bless pips..!!! :D

2006-08-23T02:05:00.000-07:00

NEW HAIR

naiinis na ako sa aking hair kaya nagparelax ako... the end.

...

atik lang uy... hehe... straight na hair ko ngayon... azin.. sab ko nga kay yek, "yek, magkasinggganda na tayo." hehe...

KADAYAWAN

pangit... ang daming artista ang pumunta dito sa Davao pero pangit... si Kim yabag... hindi ko nakita si Matt... tapos si Christian B hindi pumunta dito... hahaaayyy... pangit...

pero maganda parin kasi madami akong nabiling gamit.. SALE kaseee...

HISTORY BOOK

waaahhh... nawawala ang history book ko!!! hindi pa naman yun sakin!!! shucks... how do i explain this?!!!!???? buti nalang hindi nasama ang lab manual koh.. may lab pa naman kami bukas.. shucks talaga... tnx papa God..

KAPAG TUMIBOK ANG PUSO

wala ka nang magagawa kundi sundin ito... talaga lang... dahil kapag 'di mo sinunod, mamatay ka... pero hindi mo naman siya mapipigilan eh... ang kumokontrol sa puso ay ang autonomic nervous system... you do't have control over it... ito na ang tinatawag na destiny... kahit ang "the one" mo hindi mo mapipili dahil ang puso mo lamang ang pipili nun.. davah??

e ako?? wala. paano naman titibok ang puso ko dito e binulag ko ang puso ko eh.. well, sort of.. wala siyang makita eh... baka nga tulog pa ano? posible..

IT ALL STARTED WITH A "HELLO,"

yun lang.. title lang... char... not ready to expound yet... char.. hehe..

SHOUT-OUTS!!!!!!!!!

* hi sha... paburn ako cd ha... hehe... tenks...
* hi joanie!!! mishoo... di ko parin kilala si SP (bigas ba 'to??) dahil walang nakakakilala sa kanya ditow... dami namin eh... labshoo jo!!!
* hi don!!! miss na kita shado!!! kung alam mo lang... haha... char..
* hi AYESHA!!!!! ayan nakasulat na name mo!!! hehe... i miss you yek...

2006-08-17T01:46:00.000-07:00

ASIAN INVASION

i have been abducted by asian aliens, namely, Utada Hikaru (or Hikaru Utada malay-ko-ba-kung-ano-pareho-lang-naman) and Kiss. They took me into their music and let me stay there for one day. When I woke up, I was in the internet cafe, downloading the lyrics of their songs, First Love (Utada Hikaru) and Because I'm a Girl (Kiss). The next day I was singing them. Maybe tomorrow I'll memorize them.

anyway, First Love is the song of Utada Hikaru very similar in tune to Toni Gonzaga's "We Belong" because SHE (toni) COPIED IT. like duh, filipinos are like that. Ara Mina's "Ay, ay, ay Pag-ibig" for example which was just a tune-copy of Mariah Carey's "My All".

First Love is a very nice song that's why i liked it veryyyyyyyyy much. Here is the chorus (sing it just like the tune of the chorus of We Belong):

you are always gonna be my love, itsuka
darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
i'll remember to love you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one, ima wa
mada kanashii love love song
atarshii uta utaeru made

Because I'm A Girl is Korean. that's why i had a hard time memorizing it. very hard to pronounce... buti pa sina Rae, Dels and the former TVXQ pipol. i won't write the lyrics. kapoy. promise.

the two songs are very nice. Also, the video of Because I'm A Girl is VERY, VERY, VERY nice and inspiring. I won't spoil it. you have to see it in youtube. you HAVE to, if you're a cheesy type of person and you like romantic stuff or if you're not cheesy (or you just won't admit it) but you like to be inspired in the aspect of lve, you have better watch the video. (sharon, i think you will really, really like the video... hehe...)

another song which is cool and i will not have a hard time describing how nice it is to you is the Japanese version of Kiss Me, still by Sixpence None the Richer. it is nice. i even memorize it already.

okay that's all. thank you. Ü

2006-07-30T18:12:00.000-07:00

SUKOB

... isa lang ang masasabi ko tungkol sa movie na ito... aaaaaaaaaAaAaAaAhhhhHhHhHhH!!!!!!!!!

habang nanonood ako ng movie kasama nag dalawa kong kaibigan, yan lang ang nasabi ko... paulit-ulit yan... aaaahhhh!!!! aaaahhhh!!! may kasama pang mga "gaga!" minsan (referred to Diana habang hinahabol niya ang lumalaka na bangkay ni BraAaayYYyAaanN..).

kaya sa mga hindi pa nakakanood, bago kayo pumasok ng sinehan, mag-voicing practice muna kayo ng mga kasama niyo para pagsigaw niyo sa loob ng sinehan, maganda pakinggan... 'di ba?

=^_^=

BASKETBOL

... Lord, sana hindi mapabilang ang mangyayari mamayang alas 6:00 sa listahan ko ng "Most Embarrassing Moments". Kung bakit kasi naisipan ko pang sumali sa varsity ng bball for girls... may kasama ako na kaklase ko kaya hindi na ako pwede bumack-out dahil nakapag-sabot (wahehe..) na kami. Aaminin ko ng bukas na bukas sa aking kalooban na hindi ako magaling magbasketbol. Hindi nga ako marunong maglay-up! Pero gusto ko maging magaling (gaya ni idol ko na si Marian Salamanes.. wahehe..). Kaya... Lord, help me... bahala na...

nag-carbo-loading pala ako kanina... kalahating plato ng kanin na ang diameter ng plato ay 10 inches... plus sisig for breakfast... ewan ko lang kung ano ang lunch ko... bahala na...

=^_^=

OVERNIGHT

... Saturday night nag-overnight ako sa bahay nila Shawongskee... yehey... wala lang... lingaw pala matulog sa waterbed.. kulang nalang yelo na ako paggising ko sa umaga. masarap din pala ang honey flakes cereal na ihalo mo a sa fresh milk... bibili ako ng ganun...

=^_^=

CHINABOX

... si Chinabox ay stall ng fastfood sa Spazio sa Gmall... masarap ang kanilang Chicken Curry doon... si Port naman ay isang fastfood sa third floor ng Gmall din... masarap ang kanilang Lumpiang Shanghai with Pancit Canton, Breaded Porkchop, Spare Ribs, at Buttered Chicken. palagi kami kumakain doon ni Yek...

did i answer your question don?? wahehe...

yun lang po muna for now pips... i have a class at 10:30... bye..

yahoo!!

2006-07-23T18:03:00.000-07:00

tapos na ang prelims!! yehey!!! lingaw... kahit na mejo nakakainis ang mga exams na binigay sa amin (at masasabi kong LOWIQ), ok lang!! eto ang mga ginawa namin after ng exams..

1. pagbaba na pagbaba ko sa 2nd floor galing 3rd, nakita ko si Chinabox tumatakbo pasalubong.. wahehe.. buti nakilala niya ako.. sabi niya "Hi!!" (yeee...)
2. meeting kami sa class sa gym for our PE presentation. Ang saya ko dahil andun si Chinabox. Ü
3. dumating si yeK.. yehey.. dalawa na kaming masaya...
4. sa exit, dumaan dun si Chinabox at nag "Hi!!!" ulit sa amin.. aas in yung WAHAS na "hi"... (yeee..)
5. after ng meeting, kita kami ni Ayesha ng Ate ko at ni Ate Peachy at sabay kami punta sa SM... guess what?? para magVideoKe!!
6. apat lang naman ang kinanta namin ni YeK.. Sway, Bituing Walang Ningning, Killing Me Softly, at Underneath Your Clothes.. (yaks.. ulawa uy!)
7. after nun kain kami sa Mandarin..
8. then bili kami ng ice cream!!!
9. pero umuwi na si yeK after nun kasi gabi na... so naiwan nalang kaming tatlo..
10. nanood kami ng RV na LFS.... lingaw pero hindi maxado..
11. at nag-antay kami ng pagkatagal-tagal ng Toril na jeep para makauwi.

yun lang naman... naglabas lang kami ng sama ng loob.. wahehe..
si Yba hindi nagareply... hindi ko tuloy alam kung nabasa na nya ang post ko for her.. : (
anyway, yun lang muna...
sana makita ko ulit si Chinabox ngayon... Ü (yeee...)

Happy Birthday Yba!!!!!

2006-07-18T22:58:00.000-07:00

I would like to say greet a very great friend of mine... Happy Birthday Yba!!!17 ka na!!! yehey!!! hehe...

I miss this friend so very much... : ( wahehe... pero okei lang... hi ybz!! sana okei ka sa LB!!! hope you have a wonderful day!!!

si Yba ay ang pinaka-astig ko na kaibigan sa Pisay na nasa UPLB na ngayon.. shucks.. miss na kita masyado ybs!!! this is yba... yung nasa left... ako yung nasa right... wahehe...

anyway, happy birthday again ybz!!! eto proof na hindi kita nakalimutan... naks!! god bless!!

prelims...

2006-07-14T22:11:00.001-07:00

malapit na ang prelims... yeah..

first day ang Biology... yeah...

ang prelim exam namin sa PE, class performance... yeah...

mabuang na ko... yeah...

grabe ang RCY, ang dami mong matututunan. mag-make ng friends, mag-socialize, mag-lead, at magka-crush... wahehe... sabay pa talaga kami ni Ayesha... shucks... basta maulaw ko magstory...

anyway, malapit na ang prelims... yeah...

walay mahimo

2006-07-07T13:43:00.000-07:00

I am in the complab again of my school. I am waiting for Ayesha's class to end (2:30 pm pa). kaya...

... walay mahimo.

I came to school this morning because of a supposed-to-be practice for a Filipino presentation. Our leader told us yesternight that we were supposed to meet at the gym at 8 am. But, because I was in-charge of our script and I haven't finished it yet, I woke up at 6:00 and began to finish it. I finished it at 8:45. Why?? Because in between, I was preparing my stuff for our Basic Leadership Training in Red Cross Youth (yeah, I'm joining the RC. I mean, we- Yek and me- are joining the RC). It is an overnight thing therefore I need to bring a lot of stuff.

So I took a bath, wore my clothes and double-checked my stuff (In Pisay, in my first two scicamps, I forgot to bring a towel. That's why I'm extra careful now.) There were a lot going on in the house and I was delayed a little bit. making me leave the house at 9:45. The funny (and embarrasing) thing was I was carrying a very big bag. It maybe too big for a cute girl like me... hehe... Even my sister said it didn't look too good, but didn't look bad either. I felt like a mutant ninja turtle.

Anyway, when I arrived school, my other classmates (who were not joining the RC BLT) were surprised by my big bag. I explained. This time, I was embarassed because my classmate told me this: "ayaw na na suota uy! Dili na ka makit-an!" wahahaha... but I laughed. Feeling toward the comment: 10% embarrased, 90% lipay. I like those kinds of comments as long as they're not very painful to my dignity (char..).

Ho hum... grabe na 'to... I'm goping to be a Red Cross member... anyway, there's no exciting thing happening to my life right now. Except that on my way to school yesterday, I saw the motorcade of the Pisay students and Pisay cars who almost made us tardy for school. Right then, I just remembered that it was Pisay's Foundation Day. Sheesh... this isn't even exciting...

Oh well...

...walay mahimo.

new blog

2006-07-03T21:26:00.000-07:00

new blog... wala lang akong magawa sa buhay ko... hehe... sa sunod nalang pips... update later...